A different life.

I'm so ready to let go of this acrimony you cause in me.
I'm so ready to live a different life.
The pain you pretend is real for me.
The need to live a different life.
Level my heart, rip out my soul.
Tear me limb for limb so the outside matches the inner being.
Give me one more trial, one more tribulation.
Give me that final reason to let go.
I'm so ready to live a different life.

my heart

I would give it to you both, over and over again.  I would die for each of you... I will always wonder what could have been.  I will always regret.